Thoughts

The other day I put on a shirt that used to be too tight in the arms and it wasn't anymore.

Yes!

I haven't hung out with guys in a really long time... and all the girls in my life are excited about "girl time" and while I definitely want to be included in that... I kinda wish there were more co-ed functions. But I don't want to always be the odd one out in a group of couples... We need to have a fabulous church mixer or something... Someone find me a matchmaker!

I did have writing group tonight, with two boys... it was rather nice... though I missed my girl counterpart.

There is just not enough biting sarcasm and quiet droll-ness in my life.

That said, there is lots and lots of sensitivity to my feelings and talking things through.

Huzzah. :s

Seriously. I'm complaining about this?? No wonder my subconscious doesn't know if I'm a guy or a girl.

But a balance is good, and I'm lacking a lot of balance right now.

I was saying today that sometimes I get afraid that I'll settle just because I get lonely... and the girls that I was talking to were just like, "Noooo. You won't. That's not in your nature. I don't think you could even if you wanted to. You know exactly what you want, and you won't be ok with less."

It was nice... reassuring that 1) I still don't always know myself that well.

and 2) My friends do know me that well.

I'm glad that if even if I can't predict myself, others can.

And in a totally unpredictable move, I think I'm gonna make lemon bars tomorrow... yeah, didn't see that one coming, didja?

or maybe brownies.....